eleventh grader..

have been a social eleventh grader for more than a month and just found some bad and good experiences. got 2 struggling weeks in the new class with loneliness, boredom, conflict w some 'friends' and blablahblah. i hate this class. at all. but later on, i feel different. this class goes more comfort, eventho still dont like the peep inside. busying myself w reading thick novels. pffuuhh.. my life gets worse than last year. nothing else i can tell u. even the good experience. :(
anyway, my pocket camera has broken. then dad tried to service it and the service-man told him, it's still in guarantee but we have to buy the spare part costs around 1 million rupiahs. then dad doesnt wanna repair it n prefer buy the new one(or buy a digicam-i think it's not good) naaah. i think it's a wise decision if we better buy a SLR than pocket camera, noooo??? :(

Yay-ness

Ok then. Today's my n whole smak5 students' big bang day. There're some peep who failed and there're tons who have passed. Im so happy im officially a 11-sos student. But lil bit sad i have to b separated with my friends whos in science class :'c
For u guys who havent passed ths year, believe me ths' not ur doomday. Think positive. Ull get more new friends, new experiences. U just 1 year left behind, doesnt mean u're d worst eh? Just take d chance n do better ;)
Then my report wasnt bad. D average score's around 70/71-forgot. but super disappoint with my chemistry score. I got 291 for social. Ok maybe we can say it's bad-i wished at least i got 310. Hmm. Oh anw ive bought d diana mini already! Its damn difficult to be used. Hx.. I have a prob with its viewfinder. The opague for halfframe format stucks eventho in square format. I got d prob solving on flickr but still dnt understand. Sigh. Hey how bout ur holiday? Good eh? I just have nothing to do. No money, no companion. Just waiting for d right time to buy a sewing machine. I have no doubt anymore :D

current mood of dressing

my next project of design

summer floral dress

will paired it with

knitted loose cardigan
seemed like blending between 2 seasons, spring-summer. kinda like this style.

then, wanna make DIY project. it's

gold chained necklace

final exam H-1. cant feel anything. faster heartbeat? no. just feel effin sick with physics, and dont care about bahasa. i prefer study accounting or english to these 2 suck things. oh just wish me luck. wish us, smak5 students full of luck.

half-finished

ih. it's been a loooong time i havent updated anything on this pity stuff eh? i count every single day and wow! lil bit amazed to know that less than 2 weeks later im having my school holiday.. and this friday im having my first FINAL EXAM waaah wanna know what is it gonna be? physics and bahasa. die.
oh oh. wanna tell u about my biggest desire ha! i bet u know this..

DIANA MINI!!!!!!!!!!!
some of its results examples



actually i cant afford to buy it with its flash. it will cost me around 1,2million rupiahs. even to buy the diana mini only, i used to search from every online shops ive added to my FB. the most expensive is idr 800 (better i buy at lomography embassy then) and the cheapest is idr650 but i still dont know does it in ready stock or not.
hm.. ok ill be waiting.....
i was a bit surprised when i told daddy i am going to buy lomo, he just said 'ok. if it will useful for u, then buy it'
what about my mom? i told her 'mom im gonna buy lomo! it's diana mini, costs idr700k and of course ill buy it with my own money' then what did she say? 'yeah, no doubt. buy it' BIG smile after that. haha..

yes, no, maybe.

emh. okay, this pic is one of me-janice-van" photo session result n i like it the most. like the wind effect on my hair. haha. n sorry to havent uploaded them on my blog. i just have no mood to upload it :P
talking about believe in zodiac or no, actually im a bit believe in it. and.. the true predict of zodiac in my life is.
'im too focus just with my finance prob and my business. then it makes my scores getting worse. but my scores will be better starts from april 21st.' haha. lets see.
these few days, some of my friends asked me, where will i go after i graduated from shs? this' my answer
'im going to esmod. oh. the reason is. i want to be known as fashion designer not just because of my dads money. i use my brain and of course my creative mind to be known as it. and, talking bout study in hi-class college, i cant afford it. for me, they just use their money to become popular. ahah'

H-1

im getting older every day, but tomorrow people r gonna know how old am i, officially. honestly im not ready yet. my heart beats normally but what i mean is, im not ready with living 17. i wanna have a part time job. yeah.


we, 10 grade students got assignment for english, it's make a magazine. my team is making a fashion magazine named MODA. :) im with pleasure to doing this, and this cover was made by me, i dont know they'll like it or nope. guys? it's not finished yet. i dont know the features. just make up tips and do's n don'ts ahaha. profile is alexa chung. :)

uniprep

im thinking about uniprep, starts from today. it fills my brain. uniprep oh uniprep. i can have a chance to study abroad from there. maybe aussie? or even milan or france?!?!?!? london?!?!?! us?!?!?! ahh.. but i still dont know.. can i? will my parents say ok, go? im going to start looking for a scholarship program for fashion design. hmhmhm... or looking for part time job? as my mom's-friend's-daughter said to me? aaah. i must get those chances.

anyway yesterday and today was a very disappointing days ever. yesterday, i didnt get any angpaos. yeah just from my parents n mom;s sister. rest? no one. i had a disappointing dance score too. it's very break my heart ah!

contrast

i just get bored so i tried to edit these photos. i used brightness n contrast, auto level, blablabla, and tadaaaaaaa!!! i love the 1st pic. there;s jenifer a.k.a jebu on the 2nd pic, she's my friend, my lil sis in bubulala family. about bubulala, bubulala was born on juny 21st (or july?!?!). bahkan kita aja belom 1SMA wktu itu. jadi itu tanggal ditentuin dari hasil rata" tanggal n bulan smua anggotanya. dapet deh.. tgl 21 (my n jebu bday date! haha)

its been a long time no say hello to u guys

haaa i havent updated my blog for maybe 2 weeks? it just causes by the usual problem. BAD-INTERNET-CONN. i made the poem above in 10 minutes, i think. can u read it? yea i couldnt scan it coz i was too lazy to pick the scanner and bla bla bla. so, this is it.

he's just a young boy
who doesnt know bout what's life
he's just a boy
who does everything he wants
he's just a boy
who hurts you so bad

you're just a girl
who know more bout life
you're just a girl
who do something good for everyone
you're just a girl
who cried because of him

he forgets you
but you keep try to forgetting him
he didnt apologize to you
but you keep try to forgiving him
for him, u're just the past
for you, he's a scar on your heart
he lets you hate him
but you cant
it's just because you love him sincerely

so.. ive past a week with watched VICTORY-SMAK 5 CUP. okay, i enjoyed the competition esp basketball. *lets turn into bahasa. and i just write what i remember..
pertama PIS vs st.peter. gue dukung PIS. trus pd bilang yg namanya ricco or herry or henry cakep. hahaha. ok jg c tuh org *yg gue ga tau syp namanya* trus menang.
yg cewe, yakob vs smandu klo ga slh. gue dukung yakob. smandu c ptama alay" bgt namanya. ad Y.LO, syanz, ms.ngarreeedd, junblub, gtu deh. ad yg mirip eli, trus sman duabelas jg ad yg mirip martini...
then smak 4 vs st.peter lagii.. this' the first time i saw n met #33, #13, and #14 from smak 4. aaaaaaa i adore #33 so much! smak4 won. trus kmaren smak 4 vs smak 5a. smak 4 menang lagi! 57-54 deh. gyahahaaaaa!!! seneng bgt gue. trus hari ini finalnya, smak 4 vs diakonia. dr malemnya, twitter tuh ud demam dikon smua. no 22 n 88 paling eksis dah. trus td gw liat. yah.. 88 mayan. 22 ohmaigod ga banget tp dy jago c. jadi gue masih dkung smak4. trus pas lg tanding, gw kirim dudu.. here they are..
- no 33 dr smak 4 namanya syp? ganteng dh. maen doooong *wakaka gla bgt nih cekot" gw deg"an. and thx jodie!!! his name's nelson!!! wkwk
- smak 4 menang yaa! ayo smangat! kalahin diakonia
- no 33 dr smak 4 ayo shoot nmbh poin jd 33 di detik 33!!! *atas usul temen kiri kanan gue.. haha
tapi smak4 kalah. gpp deh.. wkwk. pas closing ternyata lesehan. gue duduk rada blakang. so far i enjoyed that event.. MC nya lucu men!! ketemu JO. ngeceng anak band PMS. wkwkwkwk... dea or jeje dapet lomo tp sayang bgt cm sekali pake then dipajang deh. pantes harganya murah.. trus akhirnya!!!! yg gue tunggu. andre harihandoyo and sonic people!!! mreka nyanyi myn banyak lagunya. n bagus bgt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally gue pulang deh stenga 8.. :)
taon depan adain lagi dooooooong.... gue rela ngeluarin 5ribu or 10 ribu lg buat closing HAHAHAHA. trus ktmu nelson 33 lagiiiiiiiiiiii wakakaka

miss polyvore world!

before tell you bout PV, i wanna tell u a shocking dance test. we've not practiced almost 3 weeks n today, it's held. yeah. practiced twice then had that test. very nervous. this' my first time. i n riyana danced together and i had some probs. but, guess bout my scores!!! 80,75,75,75! wow i thought i was very bad at all!
just havent opened my polyvore for maybe a couple months so yesterday i decided to opened it again and there;s 1 new message from my dear lovely friend from u.k, shira. :) so happy that we can talk again even she sent me that pm 29 days ago. we're friends since 6 months ago and we have a good friendship relationship. so good i think. if i could co-paste our conversation, i will. but it's our privacy so i wont ever do that. haha. but hey! i can so-paste this. this' my fave.

hey anya, what are u doin'?? are u still studying?
good luck for ur exams!
my hobbies are painting, design, and looking magazines. i love fashion magazine but i think i can't be as good as them in mix n matching clothes. hahaha.
yeah, thats my real name. is that sounds funny? hahaha. u're lucky having a cute name like that. anya is very cute name. my neighbor name tanya. the word 'nya' make it sounds good. :)
i ever opened book of baby names and i cant find my name in girl section! omg it's a boy name... what did my parents thinking when named me! LOL.
hmm. boring... please pm me okay :)

so here r some of mine..

piano by anya. on Polyvore.com

i love you {you} by anya. on Polyvore.com

this is a lie by anya. on Polyvore.com

Victoria’s Secret Fashion Show: A First Look

today the election was held. and della-elvina have won the election. congrats to them. :)
im going to gading today coz im gonna buy a present for daddy, mum wants to buy socks, n we're gonna eat at glosis again. okay, i'm a fish steak with mashed potato addict. haha. but without that much mustard on it aaahh.. cant wait to eat it. XD

heck.

too much disappointing things this week. starts from bad mood everyday, disappointed with those peeps.. tired, blablabla.. i didnt enjoy love, sex, and dating event which held on last wday. so boring to met evans garey again. and on thursday, the senior class held seminaar too. and hellish, bout homosexual etc, and excatly bout sex. man. Dr.Boyke came to gave us seminaar and yes. he's awesome. i like the seminaar session but i dislike accoustic fever n others. not really enjoy that time. why? coz there's no one i could talk to. could cha imagine that?
i watched this on i am straight event (seminaar). this' very very heart-touching *yea maybe coz im a daughter, and saw the father's very gentle n responsible?

edufair

what ive got at SMAK5 edufair, SPACE. *free



Prasetiya Mulya & UNTAR goodie bag | brochures, pen, pin, candies in pink bag, sticker | CG! & SPICE august 09

then this' my IQ test result. (penjurusan)



interrested to study at LaSalle Indo. no any test. but more expensive than ESMOD and they use english everywhere. doesnt like ESMOD. geez. help me!
and yes. i lose 2kgs in 1 week. no kidding!