yeah my first day of holiday. it's 08-09-10. good date. (i believe if i were 25 either older or younger and have a bf and committed to get marry, i would like to choose this date. or give this date to my baby's bornday. haa ha.)woke up at 11, had worst midday ever, thought i would have the worst holiday ever, then i remembered i can read a novel online. grabbed dad's laptop and started searchin for a web which's available to us to read online and free novel, and got it. reading vampire academy 1 in english version. it's just available in 259 pages but i dont mind.*i understand that this' suppose to be illegal and it's hard to show us completely.
so, ive been reading it til page 18 so far. *wew never been this slow before. and my fave character is dimitri belikov. i opened the VA's indonesian forum and read all of the characters. dimitri belikov and adrian ivashkov are two hot guys there, make me more interested to read this serial novel. :)
googled for fanmade dimka-dimitri's nickname, and found that.. ben barnes' chosen to be him! argh. and i think there's adam brody for adrian ivashkov. :3
tomorrow im going to gramedia and buy VA indonesian version kyakyaaa

eleventh grader..

have been a social eleventh grader for more than a month and just found some bad and good experiences. got 2 struggling weeks in the new class with loneliness, boredom, conflict w some 'friends' and blablahblah. i hate this class. at all. but later on, i feel different. this class goes more comfort, eventho still dont like the peep inside. busying myself w reading thick novels. pffuuhh.. my life gets worse than last year. nothing else i can tell u. even the good experience. :(
anyway, my pocket camera has broken. then dad tried to service it and the service-man told him, it's still in guarantee but we have to buy the spare part costs around 1 million rupiahs. then dad doesnt wanna repair it n prefer buy the new one(or buy a digicam-i think it's not good) naaah. i think it's a wise decision if we better buy a SLR than pocket camera, noooo??? :(

just another blank page

i'm moving from here, guys. not really but.. im now separating 2 things w these 2 blogs. here, im gonna share u bout my life unrelated w fashion, and my new blog's gonna be a real fashion blog*but im not sure i'll post more often there.

click moda viciadas if u have time. :) there'll be some of my sewing project esp my first post there.

introducing, bryan chang

oh, no, he's not my boyfie.. he's just my great partner..


with him, in these 2 days ive made a glove, a hunter hat, and a robe (2 last things r for my teddy)*made them all by accident, and used fabric. :P

oh, please please please dont call me crazy, moron, freak or anything cos i named all of my stuffs. just wanna make it simple and feel closer to them.

craving for....

hey guys how are u? whoaa this' holiday and i have no money. -__- great huh?
today i went window shopping with my buddy katherine, went to gading as usual and we comitted to just window shopping and smart shopping. first we had our brunch. i bought kerak telor costs 10k, then we went to some stores and we both bought lemon mask @ etude. its normal price was 22k or 28k-forgot and we got 50% disc so we just had to paid 12,8k. then cos i was craving to buy a bengawan solo coffee, we went there and took a rest for a while. we bought cookies and cream, used my debt card so we got 2 cookies and cream ahaha.. that means 10k for each. :) so total cost for me today is idr 36k(inc transport) great huh?
so, im craving for these stuffs and pity, i have no money to buy it. - 3-'



the body shop tea tree face mask, simple flat shoes, thin leather belt.
has anyone tried the face mask before? i need a review bout it :(

Yay-ness

Ok then. Today's my n whole smak5 students' big bang day. There're some peep who failed and there're tons who have passed. Im so happy im officially a 11-sos student. But lil bit sad i have to b separated with my friends whos in science class :'c
For u guys who havent passed ths year, believe me ths' not ur doomday. Think positive. Ull get more new friends, new experiences. U just 1 year left behind, doesnt mean u're d worst eh? Just take d chance n do better ;)
Then my report wasnt bad. D average score's around 70/71-forgot. but super disappoint with my chemistry score. I got 291 for social. Ok maybe we can say it's bad-i wished at least i got 310. Hmm. Oh anw ive bought d diana mini already! Its damn difficult to be used. Hx.. I have a prob with its viewfinder. The opague for halfframe format stucks eventho in square format. I got d prob solving on flickr but still dnt understand. Sigh. Hey how bout ur holiday? Good eh? I just have nothing to do. No money, no companion. Just waiting for d right time to buy a sewing machine. I have no doubt anymore :D

I finally found u.. Meet u on thursday, my love.. :*

Okay ive finished my final exams last tuesday and i finally free. I spent my first day of holiday being couch potato by did nothing except watched korean dramas on tv,watched 2 dvds.. Hm i think that's bad. And.. I have a month and a half holy-holiday. Have idea what to do? Have side job? No i havnt searchd my oportunity for it yet.. I start to ask dad to buy me a sewing machine which is make me insane of craving for months!! Yea my thought is, if i have it ths holiday,it will be so much fun! Think. I can make clothes, a lot of clothes maybe. For me. (Im a newbie then, i wont sell it. Peeps wont buy newbie's, will they?). Yea or if i dnt get it maybe i can buy lomo for real and start hunting.. hm..
Hey anyway, SPAMMERS can u stop spamming on my cbox? Hate it

current mood of dressing

my next project of design

summer floral dress

will paired it with

knitted loose cardigan
seemed like blending between 2 seasons, spring-summer. kinda like this style.

then, wanna make DIY project. it's

gold chained necklace

final exam H-1. cant feel anything. faster heartbeat? no. just feel effin sick with physics, and dont care about bahasa. i prefer study accounting or english to these 2 suck things. oh just wish me luck. wish us, smak5 students full of luck.

half-finished

ih. it's been a loooong time i havent updated anything on this pity stuff eh? i count every single day and wow! lil bit amazed to know that less than 2 weeks later im having my school holiday.. and this friday im having my first FINAL EXAM waaah wanna know what is it gonna be? physics and bahasa. die.
oh oh. wanna tell u about my biggest desire ha! i bet u know this..

DIANA MINI!!!!!!!!!!!
some of its results examples



actually i cant afford to buy it with its flash. it will cost me around 1,2million rupiahs. even to buy the diana mini only, i used to search from every online shops ive added to my FB. the most expensive is idr 800 (better i buy at lomography embassy then) and the cheapest is idr650 but i still dont know does it in ready stock or not.
hm.. ok ill be waiting.....
i was a bit surprised when i told daddy i am going to buy lomo, he just said 'ok. if it will useful for u, then buy it'
what about my mom? i told her 'mom im gonna buy lomo! it's diana mini, costs idr700k and of course ill buy it with my own money' then what did she say? 'yeah, no doubt. buy it' BIG smile after that. haha..

DI, fashion, Photoshoot

how happy i am today i can use dad's laptop and find there's PS3 in it, and try to learn it. first, i tried to make bokeh style. i learnt it from michelle koesnadi (glisters & blisters) blog. then googled about PS tutorial and found a web with 100 DI tutor then tadaaaa i made vignette (lomo effect) haha.. if u see there's a noise effect photo, i know it's so usual but i just like it. :P

wearing : salmon sleeveless top - TRAP // floral skirt - TRAP (ill show u the front side later)

wearing : one piece - avenue // krey berry shawl - cotton ink // unbranded tights, heels, glasses, bag, ring

hey anw, i wanna tell u i invented my own quirky style. it's just an old shredded tights covered with shredded sheer nude tights. :)
sadly, for bokeh effect should be for outdoor photoshoot right? yeah or for night party? ah it's a real fake nyahaha but im happy.. now i have a DI skill ive never had before

fashion academy

woohoo! finally i can update my blog again waw. it's been a long time ya.. im having prob with my laptop. it's broken and all of my data has lost pity. then, today im gonna post maybe 2 posts. haha. and i warn u, both of them have very long 'body' get ready. first, this' about fashion academy i attended on.. april 24th? forgot it. i didnt get the invitation tho. but i 'stealth' an invitation from GF itself. ha. then me n van" went to PS, place where the event was held. we arrived there maybe aroun 5pm.. and how shocked us, it's gonna held on 7pm! whoa.. and we waited outside.. with wind flew hard and screwed my hair into a mess. we enter, and who i met there??? lidwina grata from fashion suicide, betthany putri from afternoon tea and living room, maybe she(i forgot who's she) from vehicle, heidy kalalo from fashion maverick, danjo hiyoji designers, KLETING. and unfortunately i didnt have a brave heart to ask them to take photo together. im shy mamen.. ._. okay. these are the photos. enjoy. slow down sroll down. :P

the gate

DJ. she's pretty cool

left-right : nina nikicio, GF fash stylist, philomena-GF fash editor, widya-Bloop owner

Kleting - KLE designer.

the crowd opposite me

hosts' outfits by danjyo & hiyoji

fashion show by kikichan

fashion show by danjyo & hiyoji

closing act by mocca





last, the benefits of attending this event are met lots of cyber famous people, designers, got pizza bar fried rice, free coca cola zero unlimited, 2 j.co, goodie bag. :)

between red, black, and white, there's something..

retouched it with for-me-it's-a-new-thing PS3. wakaka.. u may cant see well about the outfit but u can see it on my chictopia. i wore TRAP polkadot top anw.. just wanna let u know how's my collection.
i want u guys imagine what each of my collection will be. there's a floral skirt, dusty pink drapery skirt, sleeveless ruffles top.. and this polkadot loose top. i'll just release 4 items and it's real just 4 items!
and finally i have a wedges! love it. it has low heels, just 6cm and 1cm of platform. im gonna use it for fashion event im going to attend soon. :)
photos above, im wearing
berry shawl - cotton.ink // polkadot top - TRAP // shorts - unbranded // custom made wedges // pink flower ring - unbranded

wheat bread and strawberry jam!

it's my new blog title, actually. how's it? i just fell in love with this title while i was trying to sleeping last night and found this title.
where did it come from? i went to supermarket, was looking for what jam could i buy? and i chose strawberry jam. i like it so much. and of course i spread it with a wheat bread. yumm.

i want this!

yes, no, maybe.

emh. okay, this pic is one of me-janice-van" photo session result n i like it the most. like the wind effect on my hair. haha. n sorry to havent uploaded them on my blog. i just have no mood to upload it :P
talking about believe in zodiac or no, actually im a bit believe in it. and.. the true predict of zodiac in my life is.
'im too focus just with my finance prob and my business. then it makes my scores getting worse. but my scores will be better starts from april 21st.' haha. lets see.
these few days, some of my friends asked me, where will i go after i graduated from shs? this' my answer
'im going to esmod. oh. the reason is. i want to be known as fashion designer not just because of my dads money. i use my brain and of course my creative mind to be known as it. and, talking bout study in hi-class college, i cant afford it. for me, they just use their money to become popular. ahah'

unimportant things make me happy

ok. first thing i wanna tell you. HAHA. finally i bought these aviators. (i told u on my latest post) sounds funny im telling this. it's ridiculous yeah i know it. actually i love the pink more than the black. :)
excuse my weird pose.



second.
ive been ultra busy with TRAP's thingie. ok. lil sneak peek is.. ive made 2 stuffs. and later, 2. and.. last.. 2. LOL. ok. keep waiting n be patient guys. im gonna sell it on JUNE. lot of preps i have to do. so excited.
HEYHEYHEY. each items just have only 1 stock okay. so grab it fast. if u wanna be tagged, lemme know on twitter, cbox, comment, anywhere! n i'll tag u.
third.
im on holiday n tomorrow is my last day of holiday, the day after tomorrow im having bio test (porifera & coelenterata) <-- hate this.
fourth.
i bought one more book guide. it's FASHION ILLUSTRATIONS booooooook!!! wow. n it's cheap. n useful.
fifth.
wish me luck with everything i do.
sixth.
i regret why until this time i still dont have license card. -________-
seventh.
im happy i got the material for trouser im gonna make for myself. its length shud be just 1.25m but the worker gave me 1.30m with the same price. lol. it's good i think.

april shopping list

bokay, know that my money decreases this month, i cant buy anything else. last stuff i could buy maybe shredded tee from fashion wipe out @ mi-casa-su-casa, for idr 20k. haha. then, ill throw everything i wanna buy for next month's shopping list.

1. cotton.ink krey shawl (burgundy/dark grey/chocolate) : 75.000 + fee 5.000 = 80.000
2. revlon liquid eyeliner : 50.000
3. jegging (dark grey/classic blue) : 95.000 + fee 5.000 = 100.000
4. aviator glasses (pink lens and the black one) : @ 35.000 = 70.000
whoaaa thx god i just want these all! means i wont shop overload again! haha.
anyway, yesterday i and janice did our second photo session, surely at my house again. the theme's still a secret, and photos havent been uploaded though. cos some probs. but we helped by vanessa, who's a good photographer. she taught me some SLR theories, and i tried to took some photos. yay! at least i can do it even just a bit.

by the way, yesterday i did my second day of drive course yeah. the coach's changed!! he looks like mr. hero, my school's librarian. lol. he's fun enough, not like asepzz and i wish monday my coach will be d same, mr. syamsul!!! uwooohh. i drove avanza again, we went to pulomas, through bypass. and i love love love that course time! he let me drove til d speed reached 40km/h and he ordered me to did it again and again, of course if in front of us, there's no car. haha. of course it wasnt that smooth as we thought. i almost crash a woman with her honda jazz, almost hit the pavement.. aaah. and almost collision with the car behind me. hoaaah. but i think yesterday's better. i can synchronized (kopling and gas.. smoothly), and stuffs.
wait for my 3rd course day story on monday and wait for the photoshoot results.
smooch, and adios amigos!

yes, i can do it!

ok. ill turn into bahasa. wanna make a crazy post. sorry for u guys out there hehe..
JADI. tadi pagi jam stenga 8 gw cabut k ulisa. gw nunggu stenga jam karena emang jadwalnya jam 8. trus ad 1 guru. kesan pertama liat dy 'gorilla. mata panda. smoker. galak.' dan dy mulai kebut" avanza sambil ngerokok. trus c mbak della manggil gw buat latian. cihuy! dan gw naik k avanza. *yeah i chose to ride it. nama gurunya gue gatau. asumsi gw, namanya pak asephzz. haha. ga deh. asep. yah pokokny anggep aj dy asep!!! ginilah percakapan yg nampol gw banget slama d dlm mbl
*asep : X gw : Y
Y : pak, tasny saya taro kolong ato blakang nih? (dgn gaya SKSD)
X : blakang atuh! gimana sih
X : kejauhan kan duduknya? pegang stir. tarik tuh d kaki kiri, majuin.
Y : udah. (trus masang seatbelt, ud siap)
X : masih kejauhan tau! majuin lagi. (gw siap" lepasin seatbelt) ngapain kamu! kendor ntar
Y : udah paaak ud pas
X : liat y. ini sen kiri, ini kanan. yuk sen kanan
Y : hah? ap pak?
X : sent kanan! duh kamu pagi-pagi ud bolot. nyalain. blablabla (teori starter mobil. then nyala.) injek kopling full coba. (i did it) kopling stengah. (did it though. tp gw dengan reflek injek gas. dy jg lg lepas rem tgn. trus tu mobil jln. ad billy dan temannya. dan jeng.. gw ampir nyerempet tuh anak. akhirnya mati mesin. trus ud latian kopling beres)
X : eh stirny dipegang dong jgn cuma dielus! niat nyetir ga sih kamu! (mulai jalan)
(few minutes later)
X : polisi tidur tuh. jgn blg kamu ga liat y. saya lebih tua loh
Y : liat kok pak!!! (pdhl ngga sih lol)
(pokokny beres deh, polisi tidur pelan", belok pas, nyebrang ok, but...)
X : lampu merah. pelan" remnya.. kopling full, netral! mana hayo netral? (ud netral) yauda lepas smua. istirahat dulu..
(ini posisi lagi mau puter balik yg d sebelah lapis situ loh..)
Y : eww ga jalan pak!
X : dua! dua!
(ganti gigi. and.. ini menyebabkan mobil" d depan gw kehambat smua. macet deh.. wkwkwk...)
(trus ud 1 jam.. dan kita balik)
Y : ud sejem pak?!
X : ga kok. baru spuluh menit. LIAT JAM DONG!
Y : iy aj deh. tipsny disini atw d dalem pak?
X : sini lah!
(trus gw kasih ceban. buset di lempar k laci atw sthnya lah itu. behhh anjir nih org sumpa deh speechless gw)
dan slese. gw jalan dgn kaki gemeteran. jalan nyasar. musinya gw lewat sblh apartemen dan gw malah teruuus sampe bamboo dimsum. oh waw. beh.
trus k RW urus ktp. musinya gw skalian foto jln lagi k kelurahan nias. tp gw ud pusing stenga mampus, kaki gemeteran, dan gw ga mungkin kan fto ktp(which is gantinya 5 taon kmudian)dengan keadaan rambut lepek parah? haha. then gw pulang.
gajadi k salon, gajadi les. akhirnya gw ambl trial k celeb fitness. buset y gw kira cm tinggal ambil ternyata sekitar 1 jam gw dsana!!!!!!!! omomooo.. then gw disuru body fat test or whatever itu. dan lemak gw.. 32,...% means 11 kg of my whole weight is my fat, and i must lose 8kg of my weight. hahaha. parah. trus pulang deh. dan gw ga akan masuk celfit. gw akan k tempat fitness gratis. lol.
besok. gw nyetir lg. gw ngarep bgt guruny bukan c pak asep. even he taught me good. tp gw ga comfort sama sikapnya. haha.. bsk smoga ad vios. uwooo.
smooch

adgy afternoon

see my chictopia for the blog story. hey, it's my new wallpaper! do u like it?

HELL-O!





photographed by janice. *except my doggie
mine are below..




janice set how would i pose so did i. so, sounds like we're trying to be a photographer and stylist then. :)
anw, today's holiday. wohooo im having holiday til april 4th and school again on april 5th. heavenly...